2.1.14

an enemy has done this!

a bus on the expressway to get to you. i will get off where there are pink brick homes next to beige brick houses. where children scream in their dreams: an enemy has done this !

proper teachers and authority instructions come in the box. the team played a catholic school in a soccer game and i was the only one singing "no religion on the  field."
yeah, my lungs are parachutes...i did not see you there.


everyone is growing up, we know too much. we all ran away and nothing has changed. now, more isolated and focused on self destructive routines.

feeling like being 7 again. home, miserable, warn and ignorant.  in bed, looking at soft walls illuminated by yellow light from a lamp turned on by someone else.


people are always dying without comfort.


i lost my soul and i never had faith. throwing up in my my sleep.  i will wake up tomorrow maybe as something else. 


thinking twice about which side to put the circle on Bs and Ds.  i keep waiting for something beautiful, but nothing is. i look at the sky but i stare at the ground.




its easy


27.12.13

souless encounter of my own face


this is my face.
i am sick of my face.














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2.12.13

Damage

Knocks at the door 
For sworn a swarm.
I cried aloud !

  a mighty sound, spores of mold.

Bleeding Rotting

     They approach a bloating
survivor:

all that plagues you & I

(The exhale): I feel an emotion. I guess I won't forget...
          a serenity over came.. With the wind / a wall a face your face.

MARY!

I choked (hello)
I walked right through you--
   A New Force.

Children stumble home. Freaks of your offspring. Swallowed a drug that prescribed me a name.

I swallowed my pride
  everything is different, right?

Its too early for this.

OPEN sores in her wombs.
jumped on every crack just to break Mama's back.

I can't sit here and stare no longer

MARIE leave!

         Early rise. The moonshiners are sunken swarms. Lost not found stumbling and Following their own shadows home with a
BLACK TAR BUBBLEGUM STAINED PATHWAY to heaven

no laughter
no shirts
no shoes
   Especially NO service.  There IS no walk in clinics within walking distance.

MARY: BLINDED BY GRAY RAINBOWS.
However, He told me,
   Rainbows have too many colors. So when it rains it pours.

an apple is a mistake amongst pears? He says.

We get it. A soul breathes the ozone that we exhaled.

The ocean soul spent 4 hours with an open mind

BLOODY ROTTING & FLOATING.
Ground control!
Littered littered with mines

(WE SPEAK UNIDENTIFIED)

By the time you tell me the time I can hardly lift my wrist.

i t  a l w a y s   p a s s e s  s l o w e r
WHEN you forget that time exists in light.

            I don't have time to hear your theory of time go talk to Him. Tim? Has been dead since tomorrow.
   Wrong it's about 10 to...please wind your wrist watch Marguerite.

OK , SHALL I RUN?

no...IF YOU DO YOU'LL RUIN THE SURPRISE.

knock first .

-kmms Dec '13

1.10.13

Still mad. Foaming at the mouth. I don't understand it. I was spent.
I've been peeling the nail polish off my fingernails. It's been a project for the last month and a half.
I used to donate to charity but I don't want to anymore.